The End Station Community: The drug world between life strategy and death wish[i]
Geir H
Moshuus, senior researcher, dr. polit
Geir.Moshuus@nova.no
NOVA
(Norwegian Social Research)
Post
Drug research increasingly study drug consumption within
a cultural framework – see for instance the recent Scandinavian anthology on
youth culture and drug consumption (Salasuo
and Lalander 2005). These
approaches share a concern for the discovery of drugs within particular frameworks
of meanings. The drug consumer is viewed as a co-producer of these frameworks. Because
of this, these perspectives stand the risk of exaggerating the importance of
drugs as a life strategy to the point where we forget the destructive aspects
of drug consumption. I use my own ethnographic fieldwork in a few of Oslo’s
heavier drug circles as a starting point for a discussion how we may bring both
aspects into our focus (Moshuus
2005a, Moshuus 2005b). Heroin
is death. That is Heroin’s attraction. The consumption of Heroin offers belonging
to those who find themselves at the end station of things in
I met Bengt, in one of
Facing Bengt, I soon understood why Sol was so
friendly back then. Bengt and his friend had been on a short leave from prison.
They wanted a kick before they returned. They sought out Olagate in search of a
retailer in the heroin racket. At the priest’s office I learned that Bengt was a
“hektomann”, a
I wanted Bengt to reflect on the heroin racket as a
world of its own. I asked him if he would ever consider selling to someone like
me, if I had approached him out of the blue on the street. Bengt was horrified.
He told me he would know, at the glimpse of an eye, if the one in front of him
was part of his thing or not. He also told me he worked hard to find the good
retailer among the street users. Bengt’s enterprise rested upon his skills in
this. Our conversation culminated with his exclamation: “Sometimes I believe
I’m as much hooked on selling as on shooting heroin.” But I noticed ticks he
gave away, revealing the opposite side to his story. He kept fidgeting in his
seat while we talked and he couldn’t stop himself from itching in his groins. These
are signs revealing heroin users who feel the need of a new fix coming. He was troubled
about his future. His current stay in prison coincided with the incarceration
of all his main suppliers. All of whom were facing long prison terms. I learned
that he had recently applied for subutex treatment.
The task
Seemingly the intake of drugs is a solitary business.
And yet both the distribution and consumption of drugs take place inside social
relations involving many participants. It is even possible to conceive of
people like Bengt and Sol as members of a drug world. This world is closed to
most of us. The incredulity Bengt expressed at the idea that someone like me
should be able to approach him to buy drugs brings out how the drug scene actually
refers to an entity to which you must have some kind of membership in order to
participate. But what is this world? Is it a way of living or if it is a way of
dying? How am I best to understand the ways of people like Bengt and Sol? Are
their world made up of people busy living or are their world made up of people
following culturally prescribed ways of self destruction?
This question is directed at the very foundation of
the quest of studying people involved with drugs in a western society such as
Bengt and Sol live lives at the margins of the
Norwegian society. Both have little going for them in the legitimate economy.
Neither of them holds positions regulated by the open labor market. But, both
have acquired skills and contacts over the years that have made it possible for
them to uphold positions that have, if nothing else, helped them sustain their
consumption of heroin. Their shared
cultural framework is applicable in social arenas where they move, in between
others who live lives completely different from them, and for whom, this
framework is hardly known. Yet for those, like Bengt and Sol, who are in the
know, any chance encounter will bring forth the framework in a split second.
They immediately recognize each other as co-habitants of the same drug world. Their drug world may be on the margins. But
the concept “drug world” doesn’t have to be a delineation of marginal social
groups. I have, in the course of my work, come across communities of pot
smokers and ecstasy users, made up of participants, who combined their
participation in these settings, with living ordinary lives within the regular
economy (Moshuus,
Vestel, and Rossow 2002).
The Sweet and the Bitter
Still the main bulk of the research literature focuses
on drugs in relation to marginalization, whether it is in relation to deviant behavior
patterns or in relation to psychiatric problems (Farrell
and Taylor 1994). Pedersen
has published a number of findings on youth and drugs; mainly from a
longitudinal study. In a book from 1998, based on these findings, “Bitter Søtt”,
or “Bitter Sweet”, Pedersen argues, as the title suggests, that a broader
perspective of drug consumption must include both the problematic sides and the
positive ones within the same grasp (Pedersen
1998).
Pedersen views drug consumption within a continuum
where smoking a piece of hashish may signal knowledge and identification with
groups of high value in society while excessive intake of hashish reveals
social marginality. Pedersen identifies a social terrain of drug consumption
where youth who grows up to become regular members of society balance out their
drug use between the hazardous and the playful. Drug consumption plays a role in
relation to social integration; drug use serves as one of few passages rites to
adulthood, through drugs youth have an arena for sensation seeking. For
Pedersen the core component of the sweet side of drug consumption is the sense
of community and belonging created through drug consumption in the company of
others.
For instance, Pedersen suggests that the diffusion of
the house culture that took place from England to youth settings all over the
Western hemisphere, happened because the collective consumption of ecstasy
rolled into house culture created a sense of intense community among the
participants living in post-industrial societies marred by rootlessness and
upheaval of old structures. Pedersen identifies the bitter side of drug
consumption with the relation between excessive intake of drugs and lack of
social integration. Pedersen suggests that a central component of this
consumption is a need of self medication.
Rossow and Lauritzen (1999) found that, in a large sample
of drug addicts admitted to treatment in Norway, almost half reported having
had one or more life-threatening overdoses while one third reported one or more
suicide attempts. The study also showed that suicide attempts were more often
reported by those who had overdosed.
Turning back to Bengt and Sol and my study of their
social arenas, the question I feel a need to ask is; how have I dealt with the
ambiguity of their consumption? I have already indicated that both have managed
through deployment of skills and contacts to maintain a career as heroin
consumers over a fairly long period. Sol is in her fifties now, and, even
though Olagate is no more, she is still part of the same world Bengt moves in. Have
I then over-emphasized the sweet side of their consumption? Have I
over-emphasized their adaptation as that of a life strategy in neglect of the
bitter, the destructive sides of their consumption? Rossow and Lauritzen’s
study of drug addicts suggest that the bitter side in the environment of Bengt
and Sol is present in ample measure. Their study shows that the deeper the
involvement with heavy drugs the higher is the risk of self-destruction. Instead
of venturing on a defense of my own study I would like to discuss how the
approaches of a few more experienced colleagues with the use of ethnographical
tools have met this challenge. Hopefully this discussion will bring further
attention to how the sweet and the bitter sides of drug consumption interact.
Tobacco consumption is decreasing in western societies
and Pedersen suggests that modern tobacco consumers more and more should be
understood in terms similar to those Lysgaard used in his classic study,
“Arbeidskollektivet”, or “the work community”, about workers establishing
parallel communities with their own norms and values defying management
directives (Lysgaard
2000). While
tobacco is overall rejected for health reasons, we find resisting smokers who
form tight-nit collectives where the value ascribed to tobacco is reversed and
where the smokers themselves find recognition from their peers for their own
practice. Central to the perspectives I will address here is similar processes
and the intriguing question is this: To what extent is what we study
expressions of resistance and to what extent is it self-destruction? It is
after all one thing to talk about tobacco and yet another to address
consumption of heavy drugs like crack and heroin.
One colleague using ethnographical tools in the study
of heroin consumers, the Swedish researcher, Svensson, started out with the
assumption that there was solidarity among heroin users and that this was the
main attraction of the lifestyle. Svensson found this refuted by his findings (Svensson
1996, Svensson 2000).
His study led him to a position where he found extensive sociality but no solidarity. Instead he looks for interpretations comparing
the users’ relation to heroin with a love affair. To understand the career of a
heroin consumer Svensson suggests that we compare it to the different
ramifications a love relation can have. He concludes that the heroin users
“reason for leading a life as a drug user is the drug, not the lifestyle” (2000:150). I mention Svensson’s study here as
it serves as a perspective that downplays the importance of the community for
our understanding of the users careers. I’m convinced Svensson would view
heroin consumption as something that starts at the sweet side as a love affair
only to end up as what destroys the user at the bitter end; the destruction is
in some sense to be found within the drug, or the drug consumption itself. The
following ethnographers do not completely disagree with Svensson. But they
develop further the community aspect of heavy drug consumption. This will bring
us closer to the comparison Pedersen did between the resilient tobacco smokers
and management-defying workers communities.
Dealing as fast life
Bengt and Sol aren’t only heroin consumers; they are
also involved in transactions. Adler (1985) has focused on the dealing
aspect of the drug worlds. She studied dealers in
I followed two upper level dealers serving ecstasy to
the club scene in
Both the ecstasy dealers and Bengt gave me glimpses
into their lives as businessmen. Their motive wasn’t that of doing business.
They were having fun. Their motive was living it out here and now. The two
ecstasy dealers handled enormous amounts of money. It was a very businesslike
atmosphere. They handled everything on a number of mobile phones in front of
them. Yet neither of them had any savings like a bank account or any real
estate. And when Bengt’s heroin business peaked it was because he changed to
cocaine; he was spending up to 15 000 NOK a day on drugs. So none of the
dealers I met saved anything. It was all spent instantly.
Adler found the drug dealers motivated by “hedonistic
materialism”. Adler suggests that at least the upper level dealers, become more
and more involved because the world offer them a fast life, where they can have
instant gratification and pleasures. She argues that the drug world made the
participants indulge in sensations and experiences craved by society at large
but which are denied us because the bureaucratization of our lives put harness
on our desires to achieve instant gratifications.
Alder studied participants with middle class
background. Few had criminal records prior to participating in this illicit
economy. Adler was in effect studying very resourceful participants in the drug
world. One can question Adler’s interpretation of her informants’ “true selves”
and her understanding of the relation between modern society and man’s “true
being”. But her analysis of the relation between dealing and pleasure suggests
that to focus only on the relation
the drug user has to his or her drug may leave out important parts of what the
sweet side of their consumption is about. The two ecstasy dealers, as well as
Bengt, are all of them drug consumers, but their dealing also point to a wish
for a life that gives instant pleasures in more ways that just consuming their
favorite drug. Still the middle class bias of Adler’s ethnographic sample
inhibited a further inspection of the relation between the world of the dealers
and that of normal business. Adler says that the dealers indulge in a kind of
life closer to our “brute being”. But is that the core of the explanation for
involvement with the drug world?
Drugs and Resistance
Like Adler, both Williams (1990) and Padilla (1992), have studied entrepreneurs.
But where Adler studied upper level dealers of middle class background, both
Williams and Padilla studied participants from deprived neighborhoods. Yet,
both of them refuse to interpret the participants’ involvement with drugs as a
simple reflection of their deprived living conditions. In The Gang as an American Enterprise Padilla studied Puerto Rican
youth living in a poor
Admittedly, the ethnography of Padilla reveals how
involvement with drug was primarily a business proposition, not all of the
youth were into consumption. Several of his informants did, however, develop
drug problems of their own, working as dealers. Also Williams study, The
Cocaine Kids, suggests that collective social resistance is integral to the
drug experience, in contrast to Adler’s focus on individual pleasure seeking. And,
if Padilla’s work was mainly on youth entering into the drug economy for the
business opportunities denied them elsewhere, Williams study shows youth primarily
involved with drugs to cover their own consumption, all the same, formed a businesslike
collective that resembled the gang described by Padilla. Williams followed the
rise and undoing of a drug ring made up of 8 youth of mixed immigrant origins
in a poor neighborhood in
Only one of the kids Williams studied managed to do
business later on in the legitimate economy. One of the ecstasy dealers I met
is now in long term treatment, and the other has fled the country, trying to
dodge a long term imprisonment. Olagate, that made up the foundation, not only
of Sol’s retail business, but also of her social existence, is no more. Sol
herself is in prison. So is Bengt, and his future business plans had little
bearing, making him seriously consider medical treatment as a way out. The drug
world as life strategy, the sweet side, is maybe, about the drug, as suggested
by Svensson, but as Adler’s study indicated, the consumption is set within a
cultural framework that defies the framework in use by surrounding society,
whereas both the work of Padilla and Williams suggest that we also have to
bring into focus how the consumption is set within social collectives offering
resistance to the lack of opportunities in the regular economy. But no one has
demonstrated more clearly than Bourgois how the sweet side of the drug is
bringing with it its own doom; the bitter side.
Drugs and Destruction
Bourgois has done ethnographic research in and outside
a crack house in New York’s Spanish Harlem (1995), he also reported from the
heroin scene in the same neighborhood (1998a) and he has studied street
level heroin users in San Francisco (1998b). In the study on street users in
Bourgois portrays a street user; Hogan. Hogan has an
existence at the very lowest level of the homeless heroin users. He is stealing
and begging cotton balls from the others. These cotton balls are used to filter
the liquid heroin solution into the syringe. A couple of male street dealers on
Plata, the by now dissolved outdoor market in Oslo, showed me how they hid away
the used cotton balls in their jackets, as a safe deposit, should they on a
later stage be out of regular provisions. Users in Olagate, who had ran out of
money, would beg for cotton balls left behind by others. Hogan, Bourgois’
cotton ball thief, was using contaminated heroin from the cotton balls of
others, every single time he set an injection. Yet, when he was asked about his
practices by the local health services Hogan told them that he only shared
syringes with his old lady. What escaped the interviewer here was that Hogan hadn’t
been with a female in a very long time and that the lady in question was Hogan’s
life-long companion, the lady Heroin.
Bourgois suggests that, what we witness in situations
like these, are drug users who have to balance out their own internalization of
society’s judgments on substance misuse, and their pride of their street
existence. Hogan’s lie reflect that to admit to others, and thereby to himself,
the full extent of how his daily practices was dangerous and utterly self
destructive would make it impossible for him to maintain his identity on the
street. This is one of many examples where Bourgois shows how even the most
marginal must be studied as an agent of his, or her, own destiny, even when
that destiny is his, or her, doom, as in the case of Hogan, the cotton ball
thief. The story of people like Hogan, like the stories of Bengt, Sol and
others I have met in Oslo’s drug world are stories of resistance that brings
with it it’s own destruction.
Bourgois takes his argument one step further. “In
fact, he writes, street dealers, addicts, and criminals become the local agents
administrating the destruction of their surrounding community”(Bourgois
2004:303). In
other words, the marginal bring upon themselves their own destruction as if
they were on commission from affluent society around them.
Briefly, his argument is this: All life is a search
for dignity. Dignity is gained in comparison with other groups, often in terms
of consumption. Inner city life, in the
We cannot directly apply Bourgois’ analysis of
structural inequalities in urban
Bourgois’ argument brings out how the lives of long
term heroin users like Bengt and Sol are struggles to maintain social dignity
even as they face their self-destruction. His argument also suggests that we
search for how Bengt and Sol administer their own self destruction as the
result of structural inequalities imposed upon them from the rest of society. In
order to suggest how this might happen I need to bring in one last perspective;
the idea of the drug world as subculture.
Drugs and Subculture
Rita was a young female heroin shooter who developed a
very close relationship to Sol. For a while she thought of Sol as her mother. During
Rita’s increasing involvement with Sol and Olagate she moved from using
amphetamines, to start injecting heroin. There was nothing special about Rita’s
career. Most I talked to, told similar stories of how smoking pot led to their
first encounter with amphetamines and later to heroin.
So far I have presented different perspectives that
have helped me broach different aspects of the drug world as life strategy, to
the point where the only life strategy left was their own self destruction, as
seen in Hogan, the cotton ball thief. But if we are to understand how drug
users administer the structural inequalities as agents acting out their own
life course we have to bring in how drugs become an involvement with death.
I only managed to talk to Rita a few times, and, when
we did, we talked about Olagate and a heroin deal that had gone wrong. It was
evident that Olagate at the same time was the very bottom end of her drug
career, and the place that had provided her with the family she never had. When
we met she was struggling together with her boyfriend, who was an amphetamine
shooter, to abandon heroin and come clean using amphetamines instead. Between
them they ran a little amphetamines retail operation. We had just left her boyfriend
and we were going to a café to talk. He was to join up with us at the café, after
attending to business. After we left her boyfriend Rita had had me stop my car
at Plata, the outdoor heroin marked. She dashed out. No explanations given. Evidently
her return to amphetamines was no easy task. Rita struggled to come back from
the bottom end.
If we approach the drug world as a subculture, we
might understand Rita’s story as the story of someone who had been to the end
station of the subculture and was trying to get back. In Scandinavia, one of
the exponents for approaching the drug world as a subculture is Lalander (2003), and his study of the
development of a heroin community in Norrköping. The value of Lalander’s
perspective here has to do with how the perspective allows us to comprehend how
heroin is about death.
Everywhere we find ideas that distinguish between
softer and harder drugs. Heroin is persistently on the hard side. For anyone in
mainstream society, heroin is associated with death and self destruction. There
is no reason to believe that participants in the drug world perceive this
differently. It is no coincidence that almost all drug careers, like Ritas’,
are movements from softer to harder drugs. Lalander draws on the work of
Willis, who studied how working class boys as the lads, and as motorbike boys,
developed their own lifestyles, articulated in resistance to the middle class
society they found difficult mastering (Willis
1978). Like
Willis, Lalander found groups of youth who created their own lifestyle,
transgressing prevailing ideas of moral and respectability in Norrköping. Well
aware of the establishment rules and directives they developed their own
antithesis. Developing out of the local party drug scene young people in
Norrköping came together adapting the styles reminiscent of earlier
transgressors like the hippies, in the concept of the drifter. The image helped
them live out their lives in a move to seize the moment, to live here and now
and dispel of all middle class values of planning ahead and prepare for the
future. The sense of community in the consumption of drugs, the efforts
procuring it, mastering the techniques of administering them; all of these
activities became part the transgressions that helped the participants create
themselves as belonging to an in-group in the image of the drifter in
opposition to society (the out-group) around them. The youth started out with
softer drugs and moved on to become heroin users. Why? First, Norrköping didn’t
have any established heroin communities. The down and out were consuming
amphetamines not heroin. Heroin was new and the first users who promoted it to
the others where people in trust who looked healthy. Heroin was introduced
within an atmosphere of secrecy in secluded flats that appeared almost like
caves. But, argues, Lalander, heroin wouldn’t have gotten its position if it
wasn’t so intimately tied to death. Or as Lalander writes: “[H]eroin (..) is a
matter of approaching death, but not as we mostly perceive it, (…) that
everything becomes (merely) black, but rather an approach to what death
symbolizes in our culture, (…) (Lalander 2003:164). Here we are at a crucial
point when it comes to the value of the subculture approach. Heroin is
associated with death in modern society. Heroin means going under, the final
end to things. The subculture approach brings out how heroin is appropriated by
individuals on the farther end of society’s perimeter as an expression of their
own ultimate dissociation with society, by endorsing society’s end point.
Lalander’s Norrköping was a new heroin town. Heroin-as-death was initially a
very strong symbol of chaos negating middle class society, enabling young
healthy participants to find a community of their own outside the establishment.
The End Station Community
So what is the answer? Is the drug world a way of
living or is it a way of dying? The field notes reveal the same as suggested by
the ethnographic literature; heroin is sweet, the bitter only arrives as all
control with the drug is lost. The sweet is not in the drug alone; the sweet is
in the resistance the drug community offers each of the participants. In
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[i] This is a slightly edited version of my trial lecture for the doctoral
degree at the